being a state of being movements in change

happy new things to your 2011s

happy

a weird one. yet i mean it more now than i ever have before. not in any way without its essence of sadness.

new

for the simple honest beginning of each pause even, before the next thing (inhale, practice, teeth brushing, computer mouse rolling, whathaveyha…)

things

a word that was practically beaten out of me in high school composition evaluations. it’s inexactness fits me. i use the word with love.

i’m intrigued and yet utterly disinterested in my lack of reflection around 2010 becoming 2011. i think that’s the thing for me this time. this year. this season. this state of being movements in change – at the age i appear to be today – simply has me savouring more than reflecting.

tenderly and sweetly both waking and falling asleep moments in the days’ consciousness these past few weeks have been experienced with deep space and clear attention. sometimes a lot has ‘happened’ in these moments, sometimes the not-happening happening has been so awesome as to have me uncross my ankles, unfold my hands from across my chest, and play flaccid fearless openness falling into the night… or the day… depending.

well, that’s what’s been happening.

happy new things to your time/space ness of being a state of being movements in change!

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One Response to “being a state of being movements in change”

  1. J Byrd Says:

    LOVE THIS POST! 😉 Thanks for sharing! 😉 Love Ya!

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