relief grief

i’m ok…
sluggin’ through
silly delusions
of appearing as the center of my own mandala, yha know
i was actually able to snark-ily laugh at myself yesterday
as it is only feeling like space condenses –
which it doesn’t do –
it is only a mindless
moment or million
that pass through the mandala of self
to swat me back out
to the periphery of the mandala
where “i” should be
i’m ok…
as one teacher once put it:
aren’t we always the center of our own mandala!

One Response to “relief grief”

  1. there reposes | embodhiment Says:

    […] yet, as before, aware of the glingy-glommy moment of self in the mandala center vs. periphery ness […]

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